I want to be another person

This post I decided to write in another language, that would have been nicer to read. I am writing here again in a terrible conditionand bad mood, apparently, my blog just for snot and tears .. In other words, emo blog. In my life hell, nothing happens, apart fromany clubs and alcohol.
Maybe after a while, I'll write here, that I was all right and I'm happy.I do not love yourself. I do not want to be myself. I want to besomeone else, free from everything and do what pleases the soul.